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[Mar0309] i enjoy conversations that make me laugh and cry all at the same time. i enjoy conversations that make me come to realizations about my life, the world, and people around me. i should do it more often but sadly i do not have enough people in my life to do that with. maybe that is a good thing... neverender makes me extremely happy because watching it makes me relive the four days when nothing mattered to me except those nights. this boxset is a clear example of how music can take you to another place and be an escape. and it really is mine. in those four nights all of my worries and stresses and problems didn't exist. i wish life was like that for real...too bad it's not. but watching it takes me away from reality, even if it is for a little while. as much as things suck right now i keep my head up everyday knowing it will get better. eventually. MESSAGE

[Oct1008] no words can describe those 4 nights. it was hard not to get emotional over it too. it wasn't just a concert. it was so far beyond that. we were like family. and that's what made it so great. MESSAGE

[Aug0808] So i should reflect on my summer since im moving tomorrow. its sad...where did 3 months go? "you have nothing to worry about..." ok but why am i so shy then? i can honestly say i havent been this shy since well 02 which is sooo not me. although i think i know it doesnt help. i need the "magic" to happen before i believe anything. &its not even like i need it to happen...i want it to happen.theres something different this time...i just hope it's a good different. good shows this summer with the biffey as always. random drunk ppl seem to make a show just that much better. but at times i feel too old to be seeing a band cuz the crowd gets younger all the time. o well. i realized i need to move out. it's vital for my sanity. i have no income after august 30th but ill save mad money to move out. i just hate being treated like im still 16. who cares if i come home at 3am smelling of other ppls weed that they smoked &buzzed? not me. i learned this summer to do me &love myself. And thats what im doin baby MESSAGE

[Mar0307] i think i've had a moment of clarity. this whole being open mindedness has been beneficial. MESSAGE

[Feb0207] i love how it's always my fault. cause ya know no one is ever wrong but me. 2 / MESSAGE

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